Kourtney Kardashian's ex Scott Disick has not yet surfaced in the first three episodes of The Kardashians Season 2, though she seemingly shed some light on how toxic their relationship really was.
The 43-year-old Kourtney revealed on the third episode of The Kardashians that she is embracing her new curves at 115 pounds... adding how miserable she was when she weighed just 95 pounds while dating Disick.
She was preparing for a photo shoot while telling her team how supportive her new beau Travis Barker really is, and how he got her to embrace her curves.
Kourtney is getting ready for her Bustle cover shoot when she starts opening up on her curvier body.
'Bustle is a digital magazine for young women and they have asked me to do their cover. I really love their creative concept so I decided to do it, 'Kourtney says in confession.
She's getting ready for the shoot when her assistant Liz Muller says she's shooting a video first, that includes the game flip cup, which Kourtney has never played or heard of.
Liz says, 'Kourtney, you went to college,' though Kourtney adds she's played beer pong, but not flip cup.
They show footage of Kourtney trying to play flip cup - where you set an empty plastic cup on the ridge of a table and try to flip it to land on the open side - to no avail.
The video also shows Kourtney playing tic tac toe with herself and throw almonds into her mouth, while she's also seen doodling… where she writes her full name with Barker at the end.
She also tells her team that her body has now changed from, 'all of the hormones the doctors put me on.'
'Eight months of IVF treatment has definitely taken a toll on my body, mentally and physically. It's taken a lot to get me to the place of feeling really comfortable and happy with the changes,' she says in confession.
She adds that people comment on every photo saying she's pregnant, adding, 'obviously we wish that, but if it's in God's plan, then it is.'
Kourtney tells her team that husband Travis Barker always tells her that she's, 'perfect,' adding if she makes, 'one complaint' he tells her she's perfect.
'Having a partner who's so supportive of me and always complimenting me no matter what, it's just really helped me to embrace the changes, actually to the point that I love the changes,' Kourtney adds in confession.
She tells her team that her a** is 'amazing and she's, 'so into my thicker body,' adding she looked at old photos of her skinnier body and it's, 'so cringy.'
Kourtney adds in confession, 'When I was super skinny, it's like a time I was super anxious, not about eating, not about staying at a certain weight, but like just in like toxic relationships.'
'I used to always say this, just when I'm super skinny, just know I'm not happy,' Kourtney added in confession before telling her team that she used to weigh 95 pounds.
'And then I would be like - 105 became my new normal weight. I'm 115. I used to be stuck on the number,' she said, before changing into an outfit of fishnet stockings, a bralette and heels and starting the photoshoot.
They show a number of different looks from the shoot as Kourtney adds in confession that she loves, 'being curvier,' adding she's, 'channeling that queen energy and embracing the woman that I am.'
Kourtney and Disick dated on and off from 2006 to 2015, and share their three kids Mason, Penelope and Reign.
While she didn't specifically mention Disick while talking about her 'toxic' relationships, Scott openly admitted on a 2012 episode of their E! spin-off Kourtney & Kim Take Miami that he wanted her to weigh 93 pounds.
The episode - which aired in March 2013 after Kourtney and Scott welcomed Penelope in July 2012 - featured a scene where Kourtney weighed herself at 115.
Disick asked how much Kourtney weighed when they first met, and Kourtney said, 'Like, 95,' as Disick adds, 'I feel like 93 is the dream,' as Kourtney said, 'He is so disgusting.
She adds that she was more like 100 pounds when they met but she then lost a few pounds as he says, 'Your body was banging when I first saw you on the beach with that little a**.'
Kim asked her how she felt when Disick said he wants her at 93 pounds and Kourtney says she has to do what's best for her and not compare herself to supermodels.
Kourtney and Travis Barker were confirmed to be dating in January 2021, with Barker popping the question in October 2021 and the couple tying the knot in May 2022 with ceremonies in Montecito, California and Portofino, Italy.
Source: DailyMail
